Monday, February 1, 2010

Running Costs Of Laser Printers

Floundering

We are all one. We are alone.

truth or concept?

universal law or esoteric bullshit?

I'm lying in my bed and feel nostalgia for my partner, I consume myself out for him. But I am alone.

I sit here on a mistake? I sleep? An awakened perception of the situation - as, yes, how?

What happened there? Are there thoughts that persuade me that it would now be nice if my partner were here? I just sit on this idea? Maybe we would fight us - would be nice? Ah, so there is the reminder that it is often in the past, beautiful was and now I would like to have another one of those "nice" feeling in me. More beautiful than now - away from now. See investigated.

"With my partner, I know the only real fulfillment. We complement each other beautifully and are an incredibly strong team ..."

I often feel empty. There is nothing that I can hold on. Is not it wonderful that I can give my partner this illusory sense of living?

Who is held, if I put myself in her arms?

I feel safe and secure. Hmmmm. Yes, there goes out my longing.

longing - like boredom - attracts me to another place. I would rather elsewhere, it would have preferred otherwise - is to say the magnificent "Loving what is" diametrically opposed - and taught masters us exactly to do with each show, which -

How do I take the power, to be innovative yet / operate? Or the power to decide, the moment of contemplative longing to live through in the quiet, calm - listen to me, attracts the noise, the glitter of the world or your own creative - that is a cry of truth?

My longing for security, safety leads me into the void. What I create safety, my well-being, the feeling of being in the right place? Illusion, nothing but illusion - the next moment could be a small Meteorite hit our house and obviously would be perhaps the Bronx was a safe place.

Ok, they are not that security, after I eat me so. Well, we just live in the waking consciousness, any time anything is possible - that life could continue playing with sudden death. The person and my personal history would be deleted - puff. Nothing remained but memories - if at all.

I am absolutely the most interesting person I know - my attention constantly sticks to me. And if I focus my attention on something else, only because I like some promise ...

How should I then somehow be authentic then? I am the one who cherishes all these egocentric thoughts or am I the one who learns all the visionary moments? Am I an addict or an awakened among the billions of sleepers?

Am I all that?

Am I alone - I'm all-a ...

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